This thing it lives in me rotting from the inside I am diseased. I want to give it to you. I don't want to hurt you but I do...I must. I think I'm dead inside. I think you are too. I think too much. Why won't it go away? Why can't I think clear? Why can't I not think at all? Why can't I just finish it, whining bitch . Lies, illusions, hope that transforms into pain. Through the night my body sweats in the arms of my regret... expectations never met. Human I am human I am worthless I am weak trapped inside this rotting carcass I create my own defeat I am human I am My love, my salvation all I can give you is pain I lie but you don't hear, I hate but you don't fear I am diseased, I am impure, I am human CS (rpt) This is not what they said it would be, nobody said it would feel this way. A child of lies, insincereity, use and uselessness User, Abuser, King of fools... Don't hate me because I hate you. You're not what you should be or I wouldn't have to do this to you. That must be it, it must be...I'm not to blame cpt. blackwell/ black noise(ascap) all rights reserved

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